En dikt/möjlig låt text jag skrev när ett ex lämna mig. =P EMOOOO!!!
This feeling inside!
Something i’ve never felt!
I just want to hide!
And pretend it never happend!
Something i had never had.
Something i now want.
Need it more then ever.
Crave it like never before.
I want to forget you!
I want to hate you!
Get you out of my mind!
So I can have peace again!
So I can sleep again!
Get you out of my life!
To be happy again!
To be myself again!
This thing called love!
It will never let me go!
The worst of all addictions!
Forever haunting me!
I thought i was stronger.
But i’m forever scarred.
By this cemical reaction.
That we all love and hate.
I want to forget you!
I want to hate you!
Get you out of my mind!
So I can have peace again!
So I can sleep again!
Get you out of my life!
To be happy again!
To be myself again!
Im bringin myself down!
I cant control it!
My thoughts are rebeling!
Forever on a move!
Got to get a hold of myself.
Put my feet back on the ground!
But its not so damn easy!
When all i want is you!
I just want it...
I just need it...
I just crave it...
I just had it...
Och här har vi en grej jag skrev INNAN hon och jag blev ihop under en lång period utan flickvän. =)
Capture me, hold me close.
Keep me in your arms.
Never let me go.
I cant stand this life alone.
Not a second more with out your love.
I dont want this hell inside.
Help me chase the demons out of me.
Why cant i have, like so many others.
A life i want to live, with a loving other.
My heart is bursting with emotion.
But for whom I can not tell.
I cant stand this
Not a second more
I dont want this
Help me...
Please...
Och en grej jag skrev efter en massa pedo grejjer varit på tv...
Listening...
Breathing...
Shivering, turning cold!
Crying...
Suffering...
Bleeding, self inflicted!
Sitting there alone on her bed in the darkness.
Is a girl thats never known anything but sadness.
Holding her pillow tight, shaking with fright.
Watching the door, hopefully it wont happen anymore.
Steps are coming from outside her room.
Please dont come in.
Please not again.
Will it happen again.
In the doorway a shadow apperace.
A wicked monster with her fathers face.
He comes closer, her body starts to shiver.
This cant go on forever, time to cure the fever.
From out behind her pillow.
A knife comes.
Aiming for his throat.
Her father...
Turning white...
On the floor...
Bleeding...
Dying...
Atlast...
Och till sist en grej jag skrev åt/om en polare för en jävla massa år sedan. Också mitt första seriösa försök att skriva nått seriöst så ursäkta alla stavfel och grammatiska fel... Var typ bara 16-17 bast om jag kommer ihåg rätt. =)
I cant breath, give me space.
Tierd of it, your fucking face.
Cant stand the masses.
There thigtening there hold.
Cant stand there nonsense.
I can be with out you, i’ll be bold.
You fucking bastards dont know a thing.
Just thinking you do gets me close to vomiting.
Fuck this shit i want to be alone.
Just LEAVE ME ALONE!
Let me drift away...
There’s nothing id rather be so..
Just LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
Let me drift into open space!
Memories hurts deep in my soul.
Cuting them out might make me whole.
Draining my thoughts trough cuts i my arm.
May be the only way of not doing you harm.
Leave me be, dont need to be reminded.
Soon it will all be deletet, when i’m dead.
Cuting me open, flashing my inner self.
Still you dont see i want to be by myself.
Fuck this shit i want to be alone.
Just LEAVE ME ALONE!
Let me drift away...
There’s nothing id rather be so..
Just LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
Let me drift into open space!
Now have i gotten this into your thick skull?
That i dont want anyone of you at all.
If you talk to me again i’m sure about you stupidities.
Leave me to my sorrows, my agony, my suicidal tendencies.
Enda jag rätta i sista texten var whant till want... Var bara tvungen efter som det stack ut i mina ögon SOM FAN! Min engelska har blivet rätt mycket bättre sedan dess. Men min svenska suger fortfarande.
Night, night, dont let the SPACE bugs bite!!!
